JoyDon't cry, It said.
Nobody's worth crying over, not even myself.
Tear after tear slowly dripping from my eyes on to my cheeks.
Not sadness or depression,
this is joy and happines.
The feeling, that someone understands you,
hears and accepts you, he's the one worthy of your trust.
Fiery love the biggest.
Nothing beats these emotions!
Don't give up, It said.
I'll be here for you - anywhere and always.
Your guardian angel from dreams.
DeathLost in the cold, dead night.
Gave in to the mysterious light.
Hypnotized from shear exitment, It used me.
Tore out my heart and used It for it's recipes.
Sweet and sour like love,
as if red wine would mix with blood.
I saw what I wanted to see,
was, what I wanted to become.